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Alcoholics Anonymous by glassonion451, literature

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Alcoholics Anonymous

On Going To Alcoholics Anonymous On The Fourth Of July We sit here in the church basement and wish we had something better to do, a picnic or parade or something, anything but this. The clock ticks away a monotonous circle, and stops right where it began: SQUARE ONE, where we’re supposed to open up and get those feelings off our chest (You know, the ones you assume are burning inside of us.) Just so we don’t go home and drink. We’re supposed to share, so we don’t speak.

Duality by glassonion451, literature

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Duality

I’ve fallen through a raindrop looking at the other side of my life it could be all right there’s a brighter light through the windowpane where no one knows you're crying in the rain. There’s another world in a water drop falling through the air, see it stare back see it climb the cross the last words of Hieronymus Bosch disappearing like frost on the windowpane and no one sees you smiling in the rain. I've fallen through a raindrop looking at another side of my life it wasn’t all right I wish I could fly through the windowpane cause no one knows you're dying in the rain .

Things I Never Said by glassonion451, literature

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Things I Never Said

I once called you a thief, though I called you a lot of things in those days— big brother, best friend, guardian angel, but never lover, as you wanted. We all thought you’d throw yourself off the bridge that May morning, and some of us even hoped for it, maybe even me, for a moment after you stole what free will I had left, after you cried on my shoulder when I did not know how to cry myself and I wanted to thank you for the tears that stung my skin. All your emotions were made of fire, belief smoldering as if you weren’t quite sure love hot enough to immolate all of us, though it reeked of cold uncured cancer and fear.

Conception by glassonion451, literature

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Conception

She used to sit in the garden alcove Black-eyed susans dripping from her loose hands Flooding the white chiffon dress with color. The sun was brighter in those days, Perhaps because her eyes were a clear brown That made it look as if she should have a book of poems Instead of the decisive yellow flowers. Sometime in between seasons Just before the monsoons, there was nothing to distinguish between love and fear, And when the dark man came back from his dreaming She found herself swept up in his gaze And at his pronouncement of love was forced to choose Whether replying would mean surrender of her soul Or lies and life alone. She

Mermaids Only Sing Tragedies by glassonion451, literature

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Mermaids Only Sing Tragedies

She knows that if she scrubs hard enough She will find scales, even a tail Just as she has found bare fingernails Under the black paint That became chipped and cracked with forgetfulness, Neglecting appearances in the four days In which she has been alone. She wishes she could become a mermaid, Loved but unloving, Yet, having tried that, she knows That a life without loss is another kind of loss Like the emptiness in the valley between her breasts. She sinks deeper to fill the space, And some of the water splashes over the edge. She hopes it will leave its heat behind for her To warm the human knees she cannot submerge Because

Present Tense by glassonion451, literature

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Present Tense

“Come on, Megan. It’s just one.” Why do you keep asking? We’ve been together two years and I’ve never been high. In the video, the boy laughs, puts his arm around me. It’s hard to believe you were that boy once. Twenty years later, I'm the same girl, but you're something else. You didn’t change a thing, but you look different. Maybe it’s time’s fault, but blaming you feels better. After all, you’re what’s left. Don’t put your arm around me now. I'm not your property. Not in the present tense. I don’t want to smell you anymore. I want him back. He’s the one I kn

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Mermaids Only Sing Tragedies

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Current Residence: Boston
Favourite genre of music: classic rock, psychedelic
Favourite cartoon character: Jeremy
Personal Quote: "i sit here quietly as one by one the penguins steal my sanity"

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Jan 26, 2008

Legacy of the Damned

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I recently (aka last night) started a new plot for a manga... it actually became quite complicated. Here's my outline, in case anyone cares: 12 Forces: 6 Creative Forces: 3 Bound Water: Takahiro, m. Light green hair, blue-green eyes. Wise, calm, all-around good guy. Powers: current manipulation, rain, snow. Light: Akira, m. White hair, light blue eyes, white wings. Kind, quiet, but goes off when mad, protective. Powers: rays of light, flight. Suzume's brother. Earth: Hana, f. Orange hair, brown eyes. Wise, like a sister to everyone. Powers: making things grow. Aimi's sister. 3 Free Free will: Nanami, f. Black/red hair, black e

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Jan 6, 2008

college, and other shit

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so, i've been freaking out about college. my dad took me to this new year party at his coworkers house (he works at uk) and everyone was like hey tessa... COLLEGECOLLEGECOLLEGECOLLEGECOLLEGECOLLEGECOLLEGECOLLEGECOLLEGECOLLEGECOLLEGECOLLEGECOLLEGECOLLEGE omg it was awful!!! i was like gyaaaaah ima go hide in the corner! and they all told me, like wat books to check out/websites 2 go 2, and so my dad made me do all of it and i have so much shit to look thru and its like, i dont even know what i want to do yet!!!! what if i pick the wrong college!!!! freaking out --- and whatsisface was not encouraging. my dads coworker- he asked what i want

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Jan 5, 2008

character interview :)

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OC(s): Kimiko Okada Akane Sato Akira Nakamura Yori Aburakoji Hotaru Kurada Q: How old are you? Kimiko:14 Akane:17 Akira:17 Yori:15 Hotaru:15 Q: What's your height? Kimiko:5'...shut up, i'm not THAT short! T_T Akane:5'5 but i act taller Akira:5'9 Yori:5'8 Hotaru:5'9, beeyotch Q: Are you a virgin? Kimiko: *turns bright red and hides* Akane: of course! what kinda slut do you think i am? Akira:for the moment. Yori:a ha ha ha, ummm..... i'm not answering that. (meaning no) Hotaru: you're kidding, right? of COURSE not! i would be so bored without sex Q: Who's your mate/spouse? Kimiko:no one.... cause hotaru is taken T_T Ak